Oct/Nov 2022  •   Poetry

The Rabbit Spot

by Jai Bashir

Organic mixed media artwork by Kay Sexton

Organic mixed media artwork by Kay Sexton


The Rabbit Spot

Smooth hair now absent in parts
of my darkest crown. Leaving
behind a blurb of pink—
vulnerable as wild newborn
bunnies. A part of my head velvet
as the skin of my throat. My diagnosis
is Alopecia; I pronounce
it as Leporidae. I've nurtured myself
with the same devotion I'd offer
to a litter found grizzled
and alone in a divided field.
My Indian clothes: languid in wet tallies
around my kitchen sink. My Ma's hair,
a braided medallion down
to her navel, she hands
a bouquet of rosemary. Chewing circles,
hot leaves in my cheek. Then, hair hatches
in tallies, our bodies eventually resist
claims of consistency. Then, a plainsong
of white hairs, blades like sparse grass
out of redness resembling
gloam of fingertips; the pink
of the edge of your nose.
My sari is a tablecloth. No, sometimes
it is a sail. Sharing black silk
as a cold night, tensile
as a bow, how sprung—
my vestigial jackrabbit feet.